Simply.Just.Pure.Me
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Helping people find jobs
Qifa.Commonwealth.Hwa Chong.
BMTC II.AFS.SOA.PLAD
Ren.Ray.Jan.Yu
Woon.Zing.Ner.Aili.Re.Ngai.Li
Blue.White and hazel choc
Travelling.Reading
For 2007, I hope to...
:Enrich myself as much as possible before Uni:
:Do well in Uni:
:Visit Hong Kong or Taiwan:
:Learn hip-hop dancing:
:Not involve my car in any accident:
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I quit my online gaming addiction, and here I am, sitting in front of my com on a saturday morning listening to MP3s and blogging, and trying to find something to do...
The emo-songs dont help much heh, amplifies the very brutal fact that there is a huge void in my life that I am desperately tryng to fill.
Going out with friends and all is one way, but it is too costly especially now that my father bought me a car and I have to pay so much for the carpark season coupon, the road tax, the fuel, the car care accesories and the whole nine yards basically.
Turning to books as a very economical form of leisure now. Actually, I'm glad I picked it up. I completely forgone a total realm of entertainment in its entirety in my rush to keep up with so many things in life, I forgot the pure and simple pleasure of kicking back with a book and possibly some good music.
As I was going through my mail earlier, I was just fishing thru a few requests from some of old friends from online communities like friendster, Flixter, WAYN etc etc
And many a times, I leave those invitations hanging in mid air. Smetimes I feel like I am self-isolating myself from the world, or rather a better part of it. I just feel like I am very contented, wait, maybe comfortable is a better word, with the small close tight-knit group of friends I already have, and thus with this "justification" in mind, I refuse to "over-expose" myself to the "outer world".
Which is so ironic because sometimes I get just that little bit envious of people who have "183 friends" (although I seriously wonder how many of them still remain close, I mean, come on, 183? How do you find the time to meet up and connect with these people with only 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, and only 30/31 days (or 8 to 10 weekend days) a month?)
Bah, mindless babbling. I should stop doing that :p
I guess that's the way I work: I eneter a new community (from sec sch to jc to NS), I mix around, (sub?)conciously seiving out only the people I feel a rather deep sense of comfort with, and make an effort to remain in close contacts with them. Yes, that has to be the way I work. So why am I still empty?
I need to sart uni or work soon. I NEED to be doing something. I cannot sit around and idle. An idle mind is a devil's playground, or so they say....
Terence pens his legacy at 11:23 AM
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