This driving course is really a life-changing experience for me. Honest.

I self-reflected, self-learnt... so much about myself.

And how I always fall prey to the seven deadly sins when my life is brought to a low low point.

This morning was probably one of the lowest points in the whole driving course, and maybe my life too.

I just felt so demoralised. So beaten. So wasted. Like life has no meaning. No purpose. No goal.

Like there is no reason, simply no reason to carry on breathing, carry on struggling, carry on fighting.

Then I told myself that this is exactly what the evil forces want. They want us to give up. And along with the 7 deadly sins they tempt us.

Greed: When you share a cab with friends and they have been paying for the past few days, you do not take the initiative to pay out of fairness and courtesy simply because you feel like you are down and shouldn't be made to pay.

Gluttony: When you walk home past IMM and pick up a fattenign cup of Peach Milk Tea just because you tell yourself that binging will help you to ease your mood. When in reality, it will only make you fatter and bring more worries cause you look fat and start feeling conscious about appearances.

Envy: When someone you place on par, or below you, attains that pass on the first driving test you don't, and you feel so upset because according to your selfish beliefs, YOU deserve it, not HIM.

Pride: Not being to admit that you failed the driving test because of your carelessness and inattentiveness, and in the process spinning up excuses to argue how some rubbish truck caused you to fail.

Wrath: Getting edgy at the slightest touch. Feeling agitated so easily. Snapping when people call or ask you something.

Sloth: Just not wanting to do anything and laze around at home. Expecting things to be done for you and slogging your poor mom's guts out.

Lust: No details. Quite obvious. Especially when the internet is so easily accessible. *Oops*

I hope that I can overcome these sins and not fall prey.

And not give up.

PLAD, I'm coming back for you on the 23rd!!! I'm coming!